1988 again

Wednesday 13^th January 1988

DAY OFF

Got to Reading at 12.45pm, just missed L, looked round shops for 3.5 hours, got a refund (for something) and bought Something Wild LP.  Spent hours in WHS. 

Went to Heela’s again and went to house. L & I spoke for about half an hour but it all seemed worthwhile.  Things were improving, but I did a stupid thing much to the delight of L when he found out….

Saw Something Wild in Liverpool earlier in the year, liked the soundtrack, don't know what happened to that record.

Thursday 14^th January 1988

Phoned L and realised word had spread in exaggerated form back to him about my flying visit to the cottage and we had a very difficult conversation on the phone.  I went to Slough with the boys and drowned them sorrows (Wo is me).  First its me thinking he’s having naughties, but its now me!  I think this may be the excuse he (or I) need. 

Ooh, getting  a bit bored with this relationship now.  

Friday 15^th January 1988

Phoned L at about 8.30am and things seemed a lot calmer.  After several attempts to tell him my feelings over the phone, I knew he had something up his sleeve.  Retribution, dear reader.  I’m not sure he is aware I know he is Mr Smooth talker with all these young blokes, I wouldn’t say he was caught in the act, more like a planned accident!

After he left the little chicken, he came over to speak to me and had a revealing conversation.  I don’t know if I should tell him that I spoke to the lad already and I know there is nothing in it. 

Me thinks I was a bit of a drama queen about all this

Saturday 16^th January 1988

L came over, went out, didn’t have a good time, neither did Julie Mac.

Wonder what Julie Mac is going these days.  Can't recall what her last name is.  

Sunday 17^th January 1988

Spent afternoon sleeping and arguing avec L. 

Went to Silks, saw Joe T-shirt Good time but degraded myself. 

SILKS, somewhere in Plaistow, I think and who was Joe T-Shirt???

Monday 18^th January 1988

Early at Work and was totally fed up.  L and I talked and I discovered how mixed up he is and I came to the conclusion that I couldn’t care less.  Terrible of me.  But what about the Hipp?  I can go tonight, upset everyone including L (the whole object) or I can go another week and have a damned good time.  P & I can go to the staff club because I have more respect for my friends.  I want to say to L that its no good and we should quit because, well because. 

Tuesday 19^th January 1988

HRH returned home and I told him I thought it would be best to finish, but he won out saying he thought we should try harder. 

Boring early Finished and L still in bed and found out about some party he was going to tonight.  Missed 2 busses and borrowed (Steven’s?) car.  He tried to go while I’d gone over to my room.  He came back that eve and got up for work Wed Morning.

20^th January 1988

Day Off

Boring Day (no money!) Uneventful.

Thursday 21^st January 198

DAY OFF
Tony phoned to go out but (he) didn’t manage to accomplish anything, eventually got aboard the Waterloo train and wandered around London, Saw the arse end of a commercial being made at Covent Garden.  Went to a Sauna with Tony! When I got home we went to Slough and saw L, Daniel and Brian.

Friday 22^nd January 2988

PM shift on Barber, broke the monotomy of a boring day at work

Actually, later went out to BAD, but ended up in Heaven and had a really good night out.

Got home at 6.30am